I can't stop hugging myself, crying, and jumping up and down.. all at the same time. Who knew how deep my fear of the possibilities was? I admit these past 12 days have felt like I've been living in someone else's life. I didn't expect to hear of the lab results for another two days (at least) so when I answered the phone this afternoon, and it was my surgeon, well.... I stopped breathing. Now, since he told me the wonderful news, that he got it all and I'm cancer free, well now I can't keep my eyes from leaking.. and I don't care. I am so very lucky. And I am so very grateful.
Thank you to all of you who wrote and shared your own stories and who offered me such strong support and understanding. There's so much more I could say... but I think today... just this short note says it all.
I hope you're all enjoying this wonderful fall weather and are having as good a day as I am... take good care. I fly out of Victoria early Saturday morning and should be partnered up with the Mulhaley Caravan by 2130ish hrs. when I land in Tucson, AZ.
It's time to rest now. Adios... will be in touch... CJ
